I will forever remember the one known as Nona, for all that she's done for me. ... But I wonder, just how much of these bonds you established with us were considered part of a "farce"?

[ He doesn't mean to sound accusatory. He's just trying to look for a reason to hang onto someone who helped him as much as she did. ]

When you apologized for the pain you thought you caused me, was that not because you still cared about me?