[ If Xiao weren't in Haruka's shoes right now, he'd be silent. And, perhaps, he is, as he lets the scene play out. He experiences the pain, resentment, and the gaping hole in Haruka's heart that was left by someone who was supposed to be his parental figure. Then, Haruka calls his grandmother, tells her that he's fine when he really isn't – and boy does Xiao know how that goes – but the pain that follows the phone call is immense. It's heavy.
It takes a lot for Xiao to get angry. But after the memory ends, he feels it. He feels like he's seeing red, and judging by how his hands are balled into fists at his sides, he has yet to make an effort to hide how furious he is at the person who mistreated Haruka.
But when he sees the memory owner himself standing next to him, Xiao closes his eyes, forces himself to calm down. This isn't about him. ]
...
[ His expression still looks pained, but he looks over at Haruka. ]
I'm sorry. What you were put through...is simply incomprehensible.
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It takes a lot for Xiao to get angry. But after the memory ends, he feels it. He feels like he's seeing red, and judging by how his hands are balled into fists at his sides, he has yet to make an effort to hide how furious he is at the person who mistreated Haruka.
But when he sees the memory owner himself standing next to him, Xiao closes his eyes, forces himself to calm down. This isn't about him. ]
...
[ His expression still looks pained, but he looks over at Haruka. ]
I'm sorry. What you were put through...is simply incomprehensible.